Do you know how it feel when he is just there, but you can't reach him?
He was the one who is suppose to support and love you, but you got almost none
He is the one to say "don't worry, if I'm around, no one can hurt you", but you got hurt, merely by his absence
He is the one to praise you but you mostly get criticism
Do you know how it feels when you get injustice treatment by him?
For lying to you
For not fully loving you
For hoping to gain something from the kindness you gave
All along I was not returned the love I deserve
Emotionless for what you did
You never had to go through what I suffered
You are just happy and gay there but I was not
I had you always in my mind but yours was filled with them, only
Why make me when you don't want me?