Now that I have given up,
On the things I love,
Closest to my heart.
How my hands tremble typing this post,
How my mind spins,
The tears on the keyboard,
Never as much as this.
I know I tried,
It all fails,
This is so difficult,
Please god keep me on sail.
Not drowning i asked,
But now suffocated with the truth.
My hands still tremble,
My keyboard is wet,
Oh my shirt is so drenched with tears now,
Never has this happen when writing my thoughts.
How much it is bleeding in me,
This is the truth.
*sigh*
ReplyDeleteIm really sorry for whatever happens. . Things are just sucky for you at the moment. . I ain't gonna say "it's gonna be okay" cuz its NOT. . That's just bullshit that people says when they don't really know what else is there. All I can say is, just HOLD ON to the situation. . Keep your mind off your shits and make yourself busy. .